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He raised his hand again, and this time, Asriel took a step towards him. Lucanis grabbed him and pulled him into his arms. Strong, warm Lucanis, Asriel thought. Strong, warm, smelling warm of coffee and salty winds.
"I see you, Asriel", Lucanis murmured, fingers gently starting to pull apart Asriel's dark red braid.
After a long moment, Asriel slipped out of Lucanis' embrace and sank down on his bed. He looked drained, defeated, pale. The austere, gray coat with red and silver detailing looked ruffled and too big for him, as if he had diminished. A thought struck Lucanis.
"Love", he said softly, his tone was that of someone trying not to scare off a cat. "When last did you eat?"
Asriel didn't respond. Maybe he didn't even hear. Lucanis crouched down in front of him, grabbing his chin, scrutinizing his face. So pale. So very tired.
"Stay", he ordered.
When Lucanis returned Asriel was still sitting on the edge of the bed, slouched, his head hanging.
"I found you some things to eat", Lucanis prompted gently.
Asriel undid his coat, pulled it off, and tossed it across the room. His white shirt is wide and much more comfortable.
"I don't feel like eating", he sighed. "But I know you won't take no for an answer." He picked up a spiced nut from a small bowl and bit it in half. Slowly chewing, he let the warmth of the spices and the presence of Lucanis, sitting down beside him, give him comfort. A couple of nuts, some bread, and a sip of weak, honeyed wine later, he gives his lover a sheepish grin. "I bet you didn't think two years ago that you would sit and fuss over a sad elf in the Fade", he said. "What would your grandmother say if she knew of this? At least you have a grandmother who can have opinions."
Lucanis turned that question, and implications of Asriel's way of asking it, over in his head. He hadn't known earlier today... yesterday?... that Asriel had lost his parents young. Implying he also didn't have grandparents hurt Lucanis more than he cared for. Who had this elf had in his life? Who had he relied on before they met? The heart-aching answer was "no one". He wished there was a lighter one.
"Caterina is First Talon off house Dellamorte", Lucanis replied finally. "If she doesn't know I'd be surprised, and if she does, she hasn't said anything. At least not yet."